i think the older i get the more passive i get. i'm more sensitive to little things now, which although may be a nuisance sometimes is worth it in the long run.

so i get upset when people are aggressive without reason.. sue me. ha. i feel physically ill when i think about what's happening in the middle east. but it makes my day when the bus driver tells me to have a good one, or smiles when i say 'thank-you.'

I suppose there is something to be said about not being affected by the little things, but I think I'd be afraid of what I'd become if I could shrug it off without a thought.

there are certain people out there that are always looking for a fight. what the reason for this is I'm not sure, but it feels like they have a constant need to have their existence/intelligence/opinion validated.

'see i'm right and you're wrong.'

It's gotten to the point where even if I know i'm right I'll walk away because in most cases it just not worth the energy. i have far better things to worry about than [insert example here].

yeah so i'm at peace with my passivity. i'll chose my fights carefully. so i'm fighting you on something, i mean really fighting, you'll know i'm serious and that the subject at hand is something i feel passionately about.

off to the library.
ttfn.