I like the way I write the word 'organized'. There aren't many words that lend themselved well to my handwriting, but apparently 'organized' is one that does. There's something about the loops and dot on the 'i' that makes it flow nicely. It's either appropriate or ironic, I'm not sure which yet, that this is the word. Perhaps there is beauty in organization. Maybe having the word arranged neatly on the page is enough.

My lists and scribbles and attempts at organizing the various things in my life that need organizing feel like they're coming together in some areas and drifting apart in others.

My bedroom for example.. my organizational weakness. I simply have too much stuff. I need to re organize my desk area and figure out an effective storage method, since I have frequent outbursts where I need to find something and it involves pulling out all the boxes I have, and then it takes a week or so for me to get up the energy to organize it all again.

I'll continue this later as it is now 12:36 and I need to go to bed. Stay tuned for the more organized parts of my life later.. maybe.. i may grow tired of this theme.